REVIEW: Truly, Madly, Deadly by Hannah Jayne

Truly, Madly, Deadly by Hannah Jayne
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire
Publication Date: July 2, 2013
Source: Netgalley, 272 pages
Rating: 4/5 stars
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Sawyer Dodd has it all. She's a star track athlete, choir soloist, and A-student. And her boyfriend is the handsome all-star Kevin Anderson. But behind the medals, prom pictures, and perfect smiles, Sawyer finds herself trapped in a controlling, abusive relationship with Kevin. When he dies in a drunk-driving accident, Sawyer is secretly relieved. She's free. Until she opens her locker and finds a mysterious letter signed by "an admirer" and printed with two simple words: "You're welcome."

My Review

Truly, Madly, Deadly was a great suspenseful thriller. It followed a chilling murder mystery with the “I’ll do anything for you” creepy obsessed stalker. I thought this book had plenty of exciting moments that really stood out and kept me entertained. 


I really liked Sawyer despite her decision to keep quiet in the beginning about what was happening to her. She was a good friend to Chloe, a good daughter even when she was still adjusting with her new family arrangement, and because she stood up for herself when she couldn’t do so with Kevin when she was being picked on. Sawyer was relieved that her abusive boyfriend died in the car accident, but it didn’t mean that she wasn’t upset about his death. I think Sawyer was a sad girl trying to heal, but struggled with her conflicting feelings of guilt, relief, and shame. I felt bad for her knowing she couldn’t reach out to anyone about her true relationship with Kevin. I felt bad for Sawyer because when she finally felt the need to tell someone about what was going on, they either didn’t believe her or thought it was just a silly prank. It was very frustrating. 



I liked that this book totally made my head spin. The plot moves forward easily with even more creepy notes after the first one and with Sawyer feeling like someone is watching her. Her paranoia increases as more deaths and notes appear. I wanted to find out who Sawyer’s secret admirer was and I had to fight the urge to read ahead so I could find out sooner. As I read, I was always speculating, creating theories, rationalizing character’s actions and analyzing the things they said. I think subtle hints were dropped, but I didn’t really notice them until after the big reveal when I looked back. I found the whole story to be so engaging, I basically flew through this book.

I do have to make note that while Truly, Madly, Deadly had an amazing keep-you-on-the-edge-of-your-seat build-up, the ending was so anti-climatic. I reached the climax and then all of a sudden it was literally the end. I don’t know if it’s because there wasn’t time for me to come down from the crazy events or what, but I thought the ending could have been better. I felt like there was some things that still needed more explanation. I just wanted more out of the ending. Also, the little romance in this book felt a little misplaced and deliberately written in so that things went a certain direction; it didn’t really feel natural.

Despite my annoyance with the end, Truly, Madly, Deadly was a gripping read. The suspense was nail-bitingly good and freakytastic. I think others who love a good mystery read will be entertained by Hannah Jayne’s novel just as much as I was.

*Thanks to Sourcebooks Fire for providing a copy for review.

I was no compensated for my opinion.

REVIEW: Facade by Nyrae Dawn

Facade by Nyrae Dawn (Games #2)
Publisher: Forever
Publication Date: July 2, 2013
Source: Netgalley eARC* 304 pages
Rating: 5/5 millionbilliontrillion stars!
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Can love save them?

After her father commits a crime that shatters her family, eighteen-year-old Delaney Cross is tired of pretending everything is all right. Packing up her car, she sets out to find the people her father hurt. Her search leads her to places she’s never been—and into the arms of Adrian Westfall.

To the outside world, Adrian is a sexy, charming ladies’ man. But his playboy persona is just an act. Secretly his soul is tortured by a memory too painful to share. Only Delaney seems to see through his façade to the real man underneath. And for the first time in his life, Adrian feels he can begin to open up about his past.

Together, Adrian and Delaney share a passionate love they never expected to find. Yet both still harbor their own secrets. When the dark truth is finally revealed, will it bring them closer together—or tear them apart forever?

My Review

Woah baby, hold the phone because Facade by Nyrae Dawn has kicked those piles of favorite books on my desk and just climbed its way on top! There was nothing better than having a book hurt so much and feel so good all at once and that’s exactly what Nyrae Dawn did for me in Facade. In one word, Facade was exceptional. It creeped into my heart and soul and completely wrecked me. I couldn’t have asked for a better novel.

Let me start with Laney. I love this girl because she was so freaking strong. She made me want to hold my fist high in the air at how incredible she was. The thing about Laney was that she never ever gave up. She endured, she understood, she accepted, and she was so patient. Her biggest strength was also her biggest weakness because she could not fix everything no matter how hard she tried. But she was admirable for apologizing when she had no fault, cared too much when that person didn’t care at all, and loved with all her heart even if it meant she would get hurt in the end. Laney carried the weight of her family’s faults, the burden in which she didn’t deserve and still managed to live every single day despite the ghosts in her eyes. 

Adrian Westfall was something else entirely. Under his cool, charming, party boy facade was someone so broken and guilt-ridden. Someone who was irreparably changed and damaged by an accident that he continued to put blame on himself. God, he was so broken and so hurt, I was gasping in the pain he was always experiencing and crying because an incredible person like Adrian didn’t deserve any pain brought onto him. Despite Adrian being damaged goods, he still cared deeply about Colt, Chey and Laney. He read and wrote to escape and loved when he thought his heart had run away. He was the type of guy to write poems, who buys and leaves a caramel apple at your door, and has a certain tattoo with great significance that makes your heart ache and sing simultaneously. Even when Adrian was rude or an ass or even playing the game, it was hard to stay angry with him because he was so sweet and his flirty lines just put a smile on my face. I was floored by how much he loved a certain someone and even more gutted when I learned the truth. Adrian Westfall, you own my heart and I’ll be damned if you return it.

Oh, Nyrae Dawn, you completely slayed me. All the hurt and pain in the book rivaled with all the sweet and tender moments, I couldn’t decide which I loved more. Facade was so beautifully written, so damn real, I cried for Laney and I cried for Adrian. Just when I thought I had the whole story figured out and I knew where things were headed, Nyrae throws in that devastating twist that left me speechless and had me bawling my eyes out. This whole book was stunning, especially how much depth and emotion was put into it. It’s a book that grasps you and stays with you for days after. I was so thoroughly impressed by this novel I don’t even really know how to give it the justice it deserves. The emotional journey that I was put through because of these two characters was priceless. What I really love most about Facade was how it showed to learn to heal, to forgive, and to keep on trying for yourself and for those that love and care for you. 

Overall,  Facade was a remarkable book with well developed characters and a storyline that focuses on love and healing that touches the heart in every way. 

*Thanks to Forever for sending a copy for review purposes

I want not compensated for my opinion

Favorite Quotes

"It's crazy the things people see if they take the time to look."

"That in a world full of people who are just as fake as me, there's something about her that feels so fucking genuine."

"I see the pain in his eyes and I want to extinguish it. To fight it until there's nothing left to hurt him."

"She stands amongst the stars of night..

They look back at her and envy her light.

For none of those stars shine bright as she.."

"Your heart beats so strong, I feel it against my chest. You make mine want to catch up, to match the rhythm."

"She's the fire in my veins, the breath in my lungs, and the glue trying to hold each of my scars together."

"You are so much more than you see, Adrian."

"I can't get you out of me. Your smile's in my head and your voice in my ear."

Cover Reveal: FINDING IT by Cora Carmack

FINDING IT by Cora Carmack (Losing It #3)

Expected Publication Date by HarperCollins: October 1, 2013

Book Description:

Most girls would kill to spend months traveling around Europe after college graduation with no responsibility, no parents, and no-limit credit cards. Kelsey Summers is no exception. She's having the time of her life...or that's what she keeps telling herself.

It's a lonely business trying to find out who you are, especially when you're afraid you won't like what you discover. No amount of drinking or dancing can chase away Kelsey's loneliness, but maybe Jackson Hunt can. After a few chance meetings, he convinces her to take a journey of adventure instead of alcohol. With each new city and experience, Kelsey's mind becomes a little clearer and her heart a little less hers. Jackson helps her unravel her own dreams and desires. But the more she learns about herself, the more Kelsey realizes how little she knows about Jackson.

My thoughts

woah woah woah, someone please hold the phone because I'm frrreeeeaaaking out.

NEEDS THIS SO HARD.

REVIEW: Charade by Nyrae Dawn

Charade by Nyrae Dawn (Games #1)
Publication Date: October 22, 2013
Format: Kindle ebook, 344 pages
Rating: 5/5 stars
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Nineteen-year-old Cheyenne tries to portray the perfect life to mask the memories of her past. Walking in on her boyfriend with another woman her freshman year in college threatens that picture of perfection.

Twenty-one-year-old Colt never wanted college and never expected to amount to anything, but when his mom's dying wish is for him to get his degree, he has no choice but to pretend it's what he wants too.

Cheyenne needs a fake boyfriend to get back at her ex and Colt needs cash to take care of his mom, so they strike a deal that helps them both. But what if Cheyenne’s past isn’t what she thought? Soon they’re trading one charade for another—losing themselves in each other to forget about their pain. The more they play their game, the more it becomes the only thing they have that feels real.

Both Cheyenne and Colt know life is never easy, but neither of them expect the tragedy that threatens to end their charade and rip them apart forever.

My Review

I’m totally regretting not picking Charade up sooner because oh my sweet sugar, this book was hitting my heart with ALL THE FEELS. Nyrae Dawn is so good at smashing my heart into a million tiny pieces and patching it up all nicely with love and care at the very end. 

Cheyenne and Colt. Wow, they were not fooling me one bit. I knew these two were playing for real before they even realized they weren’t playing the game anymore. My heart twisted and reached out to these two so much. It was so painful to see how the abandonment of Chey’s mother affected her relationships with other people and how Colt thought he could never amount to anything while he watched his mother wither away. I have never wanted to grab a hold of two characters before and wished for their anguish to go away. In Cheyenne, I saw a girl broken down trying her hardest to not need anyone, but who was stronger and in control even when she didn’t believe it. And in Colt, I saw a boy who was devoted and loving son ,who would do anything for his mother no matter how hurt he was feeling. Both of them struggled to let people in and to open up. In their game of charades, it became real and scary, but damn, it was exactly what they needed. 

I have to say that this book was really hard to read because of what Cheyenne and Colt go through. I’m more like Cheyenne when it came to the mommy issues. The abandonment messes you up and I felt a connection with Chey on that standpoint. It’s hard to believe someone loves you when they leave you and that part of the story really resonated with me. With Colt, I wanted what he had with his mother. I thought his relationship with his mother was what truly brought tears to my eyes. I thought it was so unfair the situation he was in and I was angry and hurt at how cruel the world was to good people. What I do love most about what Nyrae brought in Charade was hope. She didn’t just give Chey and Colt hope, but she gave readers (like me) hope too. 

Like always, Nyrae’s writing is spot on. Chey and Colt’s voices were authentic and the situations they were put it were completely realistic and relatable in every sense. I truly loved the whole idea of how a game becomes the real deal. I thought it was a good way to bring these two characters together considering how they showed themselves to the world. And I also have to commend Nyrae on the awesome romance. I absolutely adored Chey and Colt’s bickering and banter. I love how their relationship developed over time, how they never wanted or expected to fall in love and how they embraced it in the end.

And while I’m still debating whether or not I need Nyrae to replace my achy breaky heart because of this one, I loved that she made my heart hurt, made me feel so utterly helpless for these characters, and how she totally upped the angst, but never made it feel over the top. 

All in all, Charade is a testament to Nyrae’s extraordinary talent at writing and story telling. She never ever disappoints!